Back to Baltimore

Heading down for the 8 plate insertion… small outpatient surgery… small outpatient surgery. Thats what I keep telling myself because it’s really the truth but it’s the fact that it’s a surgery that gets me. Anesthesia is a scary thing but I figure, in the rational part of my brain, that this being Nicholas 6th time going under I can reasonably assume he will not have any anesthesia problems.

He is truly crazy excited to go down there. No stress on his part. I am grateful that through all of this he is still such a positive and happy boy. This is really small compared to all the other surgeries but maybe my pregnancy is making me more on edge… well at least I have an excuse.